I feel sad that you don’t feel you have success just now. I guess it depends on how you view success and if you feel gratitude for what you have.
I’m in a similar place. I didn’t enjoy much of the summer and I’m not enjoying autumn. I have a warm home, I have great friends, I have work already planned for next year but now - today - I don’t have the feeling of success that I yearn for.
I think there are different levels of success and in some areas of my life I count myself as being very successful, so it's not all doom, but there were other areas where I realised I was holding myself back. I'm so sorry that you've been having a rough time of things. xx
This is so beautiful, and so wise. And HOO BOY - when you’re feeling fully Major, I cannot wait to witness you blazing your sparkling trail. You have so much power and I think you are going to use it so very well. X
Well. First of all I basically know nothing about tarot but it has been coming up for me over and over this year so I figured it was time to learn and I literally made an offer on a tarot set on Vinted this very morning.
Also - “I realised I was more afraid of success than I was of failure. Every time I got near the possibility of succeeding I self-sabotaged.” This is also me. Years ago in a coaching session (with Suzy Walker, also on Substack) I was asked to visualise getting everything I wanted and I had to end the call and run to the loo 🥴
There is seething power in this Katy 🔥
It wasn't what I was going to write at all, it surprised me rather. x
I feel sad that you don’t feel you have success just now. I guess it depends on how you view success and if you feel gratitude for what you have.
I’m in a similar place. I didn’t enjoy much of the summer and I’m not enjoying autumn. I have a warm home, I have great friends, I have work already planned for next year but now - today - I don’t have the feeling of success that I yearn for.
I’m looking for mine.
I hope you find yours.
I think there are different levels of success and in some areas of my life I count myself as being very successful, so it's not all doom, but there were other areas where I realised I was holding myself back. I'm so sorry that you've been having a rough time of things. xx
Thanks Katy. Life looks a bit brighter today x
I am glad to hear it. xx
I feel this post so hard. What a gorgeous way to look at it, Katy! Sending you the biggest hug for sharing all this gorgeous insight.
Thank you for helping me so much. Your take on things has profoundly altered me for the better. xx
Likewise, my love! ✨
This is so beautiful, and so wise. And HOO BOY - when you’re feeling fully Major, I cannot wait to witness you blazing your sparkling trail. You have so much power and I think you are going to use it so very well. X
THIS
xxx
I used to be afraid of going up in flames, but not anymore. Thank you for your part in helping me see things differently. xx
Apparently I both needed to read this and to have a good cry about the bits that resonated so hard they hurt. Thank you x
Sending you a million hugs. xx
Well. First of all I basically know nothing about tarot but it has been coming up for me over and over this year so I figured it was time to learn and I literally made an offer on a tarot set on Vinted this very morning.
Also - “I realised I was more afraid of success than I was of failure. Every time I got near the possibility of succeeding I self-sabotaged.” This is also me. Years ago in a coaching session (with Suzy Walker, also on Substack) I was asked to visualise getting everything I wanted and I had to end the call and run to the loo 🥴
oh, that sounds so familiar to me. Love to you in spades. xx
I love this, Katy.
thank you. xx
What a lovely way to look at the general symbolism/energy of major vs. minor. I’m glad you’re unlocking your magic :)
me too. xx